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Sometimes life doesn't want to give you something you want, not because you don't deserve it, but because you deserve more.

Tuesday, 28 February 2012

The Bear Of Love

Feb 2011

Feb 2012

~Assalammualaikum~
ok..i donno y..tp pic ni dia senget..wlau mcm mana aku buat pun..
aku da penat nak adjustkan..bia je la mcm tu..bley x??
huhuhu

Anyway..just nak share..
ni la dia bear2 yg Mr.Meow suka bg kat aku..
Kecik je..tp Besar maknanya...
tak byk yg mampu aku coretkan di cini memandang akan miming tgh mgamuk..
plus..aku da ngantuk..huhu
and last but not least
Mr.Meow ni x la seromantis rupa dia..
tapi dia la lelaki yang membuatkan aku percaya
BAHAGIA PERLUKAN MASA UTK DI CARI.
(o^_^o).......(o^_^o)


Sunday, 26 February 2012

This Means War~



~Assalammualaikum~

Semalam p tgk movie ni..seriously PECAH PERUT dow~!
such a funny movie..!  SUPEERRRBBB  10/10
3in1..drama~romance~action~
U guys kna tgk movie ni..sayang sgt Mr.Meow x dpt tgk skali..mmmm
( Tapi xpa..nnt nak tgk lagiiii )
watch it with my friends Ezu & Surya..
early then, aku & Ezu p mamam Meatball Ikea..
Da lama nak mkn ni..tp selalu je Mr.Meow spoilkan mood nak g mamam..
but at last~
Yum~  Yum~ Yum~
siap na blanja lg oley Ezu..
TENQIU HONEYBEE (o^_^o)
after da kenyang n sesi Mengenang masa silam..
We go window shopping plak..
FFUUUHHH~!
nasib blum gaji (-_-")
law da memg abis time tu gak taw..da la tgk ezu shopping sakan..aaarrrgghhh
Sakit Jiwaku~!

 Apapun~ Happy Monday Yalls~

Thursday, 23 February 2012

Tired =(


~Assalammualaikum~

Donno y..but its just feel soo tired nowaday...
lifeless..empty..
sometimes i just want to shut down for a while..
seriously i couldn't remember the moment i feel happy and free now..
keep on thinking and taking care of others feeling..
even to my own BF..i couldnt share anything with him..
WHY??
cuz his ALWAYS RIGHT~!
its just have to STOP..
and from now on..i wont talk to you till u say
I'M SORRY
to me..
seriously..i wont..

The only one that i can talk and share to is my cat..MIMING..
others my say im crazy..but it true thou..
Miming fill my life a bit..
pathetic right..?
i just wish i could rearrange my life from the beginning..
anyway, lets PRAY..
May ALLAH hears our prayer  ;(

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Member ke?

~Assalammualaikum~

okey..tajuk arini agak kasar sket..hope xda yg terasa cuz sepa yg trasa tue hya la dia sorg sja..
thats y sy x post o linked kan kat FB o Twitter cuz sy xnak jua sakitkan ati dia..buat dia malu segala..
aku just GERAM ngn prangai dia..sgt SAKIT HATI~
it not like aku nak mgungkit ke ape..tp agak2 la bai..
as a friend..aku tolong kw..time kw susah aku tolong kw support almost 80% of ur life..
waktu susah kw..waktu susah aku?? ada kw tgk aku?? xda kan??
but still..aku anggap kw kawan..
bila kw senang..sebelah mata kw pun kw x nak tgk aku kan??
ada kw fikir pasal aku??
xdakan?
kw da sibuk ngn kemewahan kw right??
im not expecting or begging u to give look at me..
but still dont act like u didnt feel guilty to me and just come to me when u need help..
its making me feel more horrible cuz i couldnt help u..
please stop making me like this..it hurts me more..
THINK ABOUT IT
if nak d bandingkan hidup kw n aku..
dude..you have almost everything you wanted..
me??
my life is nothing but family and work..
i have to struggle HARD..VERY HARD to get the comfort zone.. 
do u ever thing about this?
NO~! DAMN NO~!
cuz u just think of urself and ur problems and not even thinking bout anybody~!
if you could just see my face right now..
u wouldnt ask me WHY again cuz its clearly shows the way i will look at you..
DISAPPOINTMENT~!
anyway GBU K

(*_*)

Friday, 17 February 2012

C Miming Yang Jahat~!!

~Assalammualaikkum~

Kenapa title mcm tue??
well ni nak citer pasal c miming ni plak..
dia ni tiap pagi..around kul 8 a.m gtu..startin' last week..
sangat suka kacau tido org yang lena..How??
dia akan mganas~!
seriously~! dia akan gigit kaki & tangan~!
reason dia?? nak SARAPAN je...aduiiii
(-_-")................("-_-)
nasib la dia ni ja teman pengubat takut kat umah yg sunyi ni..hahahaha
tp yang heran dia ni..kuat makan tp tetap gak kurus..aaaiissshhh~
vitamin dah..ubat cacing da..vaksin da..
apa lg yg blum?? sian jua dia duk kurus je..
nak gak tgk dia gemuk2 sket..mmmmm..
o(0_0)o

Thursday, 16 February 2012

Life~??

~Assalammualaikum~

what actually we search in our life??
is it
money? love? happiness? career?
i just couldnt think any of them..
i keep on being strong just for my family..
sometimes its just so tired but i dont what any of my sibling to have my situation back then..
its horrible..i just what them to have a little better life then me so they wont regret it like me..
i wish that i could turn back the time and chance everything bad that ive done..
but its just in my dream i guess..But life must go on aye~
Blah~ Blah~ Blah~
keep on complaining again..its suck..
anyway HAPPY FRIDAY yallz~

~Buttons~

Assalammualaikum =3

wokey..the title sound a little awkward ryte??
what im gonna MELALUT for this day is bout my jeans button actually..
They (the button) is like teasing on me..
the story is last week i TIMBANG myself coz meow say so..
guess what my weight is 52kg instead 55kg my normal weight..
seriously???  >=/
but the problem is why all my jeans button keep on pulled off??
2 jeans owedy owww..soooo stewwwpid  >=(
is my waist getting wider bcoz of my work??
seating infront the pc for about 8 hour a day??
its makes me depressed~!
and when im depressed, the pimples will happily scream "ATTACKK~!!"
UGHH~!
what if my meow know bout this..? He will seriously gonna kill me..
(X_X)  (X_X)  (X_X)

!~GOOSSHH~!

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

Assalammualaikum

Assalammualaikum & G. Morning~

ahakz~  Just started this blog with a little secret of meow..
well..the background kin~da screwed up a little..
(besa la da lama x kondem tang2 copy paste HTML ni)
(-_-")................("-_-)
but with a HUGE help from d cutie pie, i almost done..
70%...in progress~

Anyway..Welcome to my little secret world
( behind the scene of my Silent life )